I will speak to you Brittany, like I would my own daughter.  From my heart.

Slow down and give yourself a chance to heal a bit from all that you've been through before you rush into marriage.  It might sound silly, but it takes time to build the kind of firm foundation, that allows relationships, to still be around when we're old and gray.  Botched relationships, no matter who is at fault, are always painful.

Please know that we're rooting for you, and hoping for the best.  May the man that you choose to marry, love you for the beauty that shines from within.

With Love Always
sweetromance

I'm a social security disability recipient.   The government gives me $671/month to live on and that's it.  After rent, utilities and food I have nothing.  I have no transportation budget, healthcare budget (despite the fact that I have medicare and state paid insurance which is just a "let's make the pharmecutical companies richer and poison your body because the American Medical Association has lobbied congress to make the cures for all diseases illegal because that means more $$$ for the pharm companies), I don't ever get out and do anything fun, I have no friends (nor can I make any because you need money to get out and do things) and I'm currently trying to figure out how to replace my fucked up (brand name I won't mention because I won't advertise for them, haha) shoes with holes in the inside back heal that gives me blisters when I go for a walk (which is the only thing I can do outside of my apartment (I mean financial prison).  Not only that, when I was homeless I was forced to sign a piece of paper to pay the gov all the money back that they give me which was $213 (gee thanks, I can get an apt, food, transportation and access to college with $213) and put me up in a shelter where I wasn't allowed to work, literally!  Now they are harassing me for over $5000!!!  Nobody cares for people like me with real problems.  My problem is that I incarnated into a family of abusive people who left me with loads of anxiety issues.  The cause of my problems can be traced back to the late 1800s so it is no fault of my own.  I've wasted 2 1/2 years with Rebahilitation Services who claim that they'll help me get into college but they can't even help me because I have no car to even get to college. 

Despite all of this I don't smoke anything, do drugs, drink any alchohol or otherwise participate in any crap behaviors that get me into hospitals.  Yet I still help people however I can.  If I can be happy with my life in the way that the gov seems that I deserve maybe you can pay me a good deal of money and i'll teach you how to do it.  No offense, but Dr Phil doesn't know anything about life.  He is just the illuminati's front man to make everything think psychology is so nice and helpful but if the psychologists are so great why can't the cure depression yet a shaman who lives in a teepee in india can in only a few hours with no medication?

Your problem is that you spoon fed egocentric ideals to millions of innocent kids and became a shitty idol.  Your existance on this planet has made this place a worse to live thanks to you.  The reason you feel like shit is because that's karma coming back at you for all that you've done.  I'd be fucked up too if I were you.  If you want to make up for that then give all of your money away to human beings who have little to nothing and save them from our government who obviously doesn't care about actual human beings with feelings.  I don't mean charities so you can write it off on your taxes like a pretend philanthopist but to physically give money to another human being.  Seek them out.  Maybe you don't know this but the american dream is not to have a home, a family and 2.5 kids and a minivan.  It is to escape financial slavery and become a free person!  If you don't make money and pay taxes you're persecuted by how our society is designed through government. 

I pity you.  You have choices that you can make but up to this point you've chosen not to make them.  If you want to feel better then start making better choices.  No one can make you feel better.  Only you can do that for yourself.   

hi

can you make your font a little bit smaller thanks. I promise to then read all of it.

thanks

KICK ROCKS BITCH....!!!!!

After reading Raffaele Morelli, two of his books, I realized how my life has changed and if I do not embrace this gift, I will lose it. His books are wonderful and I have not yet looked on the web to see if they are translated. He is well known in Italy and if the books are in English, I suggest picking one up.

 Here is my uptake on a very small portion of one of the books. The Id is always looking for balance in us, knowing it must behave well, get good results first in school then on the job, never loose control (well try not to), enjoy life but not too much, get a lover but return home. According to Morelli, this however is an endeavor without sense, this search for balance and equilibrium because it causes our depressions, insomnia, panic attacks and so forth. The Id is about control, in everything all the time such as, where to go on vacation and what we will see and do our health, job security, marriage etc. These are all controlled adventures.  Truly, if it was not for some unforeseen event, our lives would take place in a swamp. Without mysterious, unexpected forces causing us to fall in love spontaneously, or lose our head for a passion or for some unknown “demon” we would be perfect employees of life.

 As adults, we have become stiff, unmovable because we are convinced all things depend on us, and only on us, things we can control. Panic attacks, depression, general disturbances are words unspoken, energies never expressed. Why are we so ill in this age? Has anyone every thought about that? We are ill because we do not express our most primordial energies: we are controlled; we want to be the star, the protagonist of the show. Then one day, a huge attraction arrives, looking for us, taking us by the hand. It is now, this moment where we must be naked in front of the forces that come to find us. This means, not having anything to say, not having to choose just simply embracing without any resistance the force, or the attraction knocking us over causing this “dismay” per se.

 A joy as big as finding love, a love that makes you feel guiltless, totally free, one that has provided the most intense emotions of your whole life involving all senses, opening up a new world of  happiness, beauty and freedom should be given the lead. Why should something this beautiful ever transform into pain? It can and will if the Id takes over with its incessant questioning and reasoning and with it, more physical and mental disturbances to the body. Because we want to be the main actor, the protagonist, that is where we complicate everything and try to put control back into our lives, guide it and put it in the future making plans about how, what and where. This is the point where Eros (love) leaves and usually, never comes back.

 Passion is meant to bring disorder, to mess up our ordered, arid programmed and structured lives. Love (Eros) hates our thoughts not pertaining to his world, a world of fables. Love lives in the kingdom of fairytales, magic and spells, not in the ordinary life, that of reality. When reasoning invades, Eros leaves because it has been stepped on with thoughts.

 And so, Eros came to find me, to take my hand and lead me into love, head over heels, fairytale fantasy spell binding love and that, is where I can be found, letting go, not questioning anything any more, ever again.

 Eros will lead me where I must go, where I have no idea I must go or should have been going and in the process, healing my ailments of the past, wrongs done to me needing to be let go. I love passionately now, with emotions so deep and intense only unchained love can provide, fully embracing the soul. Love will lead me on to open my life, to live in never-never-land and become the person I was supposed to be eons ago when I was looking for Eros but blinded by Id. My disturbances are vanishing, insecurities too and the thoughts of controlling, changing, questioning and programming my life now have no place because the only thing that should guide our lives is love.

Love lights the fire of the soul where thought and reasoning extinguish that flame. So, I will not decide what will be of my life, I will just wait and open the doors of reason of the heart to the talents of the soul and listen. I must learn to not decide, to put myself aside and let things happen; che sara sara, never again to question the love, or lover; just accept, love him and “let go and let it be.”

hi britney plz focs on ur sons right now and ur carrer
and plz no mora men thx
                                     mohamed from egypt

Dearest Lightworkers, at this stage of the birth of the New Year, and a new cycle of Creation and Transformation, we wish to extend our Love and Joy to you. Indeed, you have come a long way, you have transformed and changed yourselves from Third-dimensional human beings to Fifth-dimensional Beings of Light - that which we call Human Angels. And so, at this time, you stand ready to receive the manifestation on Earth of that which you have created. Be open to receive, and dearest ones, receive with Joy.

In this message, we will speak about the incoming energies, not just for this coming month, but also for this Cycle of Light that will take you up to and past your "end time" marker of 2012. Indeed, by then, your Planet will exist fully in the Fifth Dimension, and those of you who read these words will be the Pioneers and the Wayshowers who will lift humanity into this new Perception of Reality.

Dearest Lightworkers, you will be the Leaders and Teachers of a new way of life and being. We ask that you teach by example, and that your example be one of Love and Joy. But we remind you too, that the path of the Leader in the New Energy is not one of power and glamour, for these are the path of the ego. In this New Energy the path of the Leader is Service, Self-discipline and Humility. Remember, because you are in a position of leadership, it does not mean you are "more evolved" and "better than" others. Your gifts are given that you might offer them in service to the Highest Good of the Planetary Collective. You will make mistakes as you learn and you may make wrong choices. Be humble enough to acknowledge this and then make new choices. It is not an easy time, as you learn to let go of the old mind-based ways of being and choose to live from the Heart.

But, above all, dearest Lightworkers, remember that a leader is self-disciplined. Now, as we say, you are all leaders in the new energy, and the skills of of self-discipline are important. Can you structure your life and your service to others in such a way that you are a Beacon of Radiant Light and an example for others? The only way to achieve this, dearest ones, is by being able to work with the flow of Divine Grace and Power in your life, and to structure it into personal spiritual practices and Ceremonies of Light and Gratitude, both individually and within your communities.

The New Beginning and "HeartWeaving"

Dearest Ones, as you become more skilled in weaving from the heart and weaving your heart's desires into reality, you will become a "new creation" and you will create a "new earth". You will see all people with love, for in the Fifth Dimension you see the Spirit in All Things and you see the Oneness and Love in all things. You will respect and honor the path of every person you meet, for you will once again understand the concept of "the way". This means that each and every person on the Planet walks their own path or "way", and that this is the right "way" for them. Every path leads to increased self-knowledge and self-understanding, until every person reaches "home" - the understanding that they are the Divine Essence walking on Earth. In this place of Illumination, all paths are spirals of Radiant Light from the Heart of God. And so, as each of you becomes aware that you are indeed Light walking on the Earth, so the beauty of each Radiant Spiral will increase so that you will create, here on Earth, a tapestry of radiant Light for all to see.

Dearest Ones, the way to find your own "way" or path is to listen to your own Heart. Follow your inner feelings and intuitions, and you will be guided to where you need to be. Once you have ignited the Twin Flame within your Heart, you can be sure that you will always be guided by the Radiant Light within!

The Skill of Creating : Possibility and Probability

As you activate your skills as Creators in this new reality, we ask you to understand that All Things are Possible. Yes, as they say, if you can dream it, you can create it! This is, indeed true! We would call this a "Possibility Field". Within a "Possibility Field" lies "all potential" - all things are possible. All things exist within a Possibility Field. It is the Heart of the Source and it requires only the Magnetic Force of True Desire to begin the sequences of Creation and Manifestation.

However, Dearest Ones, in this place of potential exists that which we call the "womb of chaos". For, where all possibilities exist simultaneously as pure potential, it is indeed chaotic. Those who are centered in their Hearts and fully grounded may navigate the chaos through the operation of Choice. When you make a Choice within a Possibility Field, you create a Spiral of Light called a "Probability Field", from which you manifest according to the choices of your Heart.

Dearest Ones, that is why so many of you have experienced chaos, emptiness and lack of direction in your lives. As you enter the Possibility Field, you are overwhelmed by the potential and do not know what choices to make to activate your own Spiral of Light, your own Probability Field. For, it is simply a matter of making choices from the desires of your Heart and Soul, that will activate a Creation Sequence known as a "Probability Field".

A "Probability Field" produces an ordered sequence of events that leads to miraculous creation and manifestation. It is the energy that produces synchronicities and opportunities. But, even within a Probability Field, there are choices to be made. The Universe will offer you many probable manifestations or outcomes, and it is up to you to make the final choice that will ground the Possibility through Probability and into Manifestation.

And so, dearest ones, as you begin to learn how to weave from your Heart's light and to Create within the the Possibility and Probability Fields, you will gain confidence as you see the Spirals of Light manifesting into physical form before your eyes. And, as you become more skilled, you will be able to create ever more rapidly and with more skill and assurance. You will select your Possibility, activate your Probabilities, and make your choices of Manifestation and Creation. And, it will indeed seem miraculous, as scarcity and lack and anxiety become vague memories from the past.

Holding the Balance

So, we will offer you some "tools" for understanding how you may "walk in balance" in the New Reality. Dearest Ones, there is no need to suffer and to be in pain and lack. That which you have termed "Ascension symptoms" is merely an indication that you are out of balance in your Fifth-dimensional Reality. If you are already out of balance, then at times when the Cosmic energy is more powerful, you will feel the imbalances ever more intensely as discomfort and even dis-ease.

Now, as you begin your process of Heartweaving and Integration on the Planet, you will see that the ancient wise ones and the indigenous peoples have many skills that are of value in this new place. As you work with your elemental energies, you will discover the subtle essence of Who You Are - the Essence of the God Force within You. This is Spirit, Fire, Water, Air and Earth....the nature of all Manifestation. These are the elements that must be held in balance within you in order to create balance in your physical being and on your path.

• SPIRIT : When you are in balance with Spirit, you will be connected to your Heart and you will radiate Universal Love and Joy and Peace. You will feel that "All is One" and you will live in Harmony and Respect with all life. You will walk your path in confidence, following your Heart's guidance.

  When you lose that balance and the connection, you will fall into patterns of ego and mind analysis. Here you will seek to judge and categorize, and you will rely on the thoughts and guidance of others to feel safe. You will feel a distinct lack of Love and Joy in your life, for you are not connected to your inner Source of Light.

  When you feel this imbalance, your work to create balance again is to re-connect with the Love and Joy at your Heart's core that is the essence of Who You Are. Release all fear and all judgment, release the hold of the mind and the ego. Surrender to the flow of Spirit in your life, until you can feel the Joy and the Love again. Know that all else is illusion.

  You can also look to see if there might be imbalances in the other elemental energies of your being.

  
  
• FIRE : When your Fire energy is in balance, you will feel a sense of Motivation and Enthusiasm for life. You will have energy and you will feel Joy. You will be connected to your Passion and your Sexual and Sensual energies.

  When the Fire energy is out of balance, you will feel tired, even exhausted and drained. You will feel angry, or panicky, and you may fall into destructive rage and bitterness. You will find it hard to forgive and let go. You will fall into judgment to justify your lack of movement and growth.

  To balance the Fire energy it is good to do a Fire Ceremony. Release into the fire all that you no longer need in your life, and ask that the transformative power of Fire reconnect you with your Passion and Joy.

  
  
• WATER : When your water elemental energy is in balance, you will demonstrate qualities of Nurturing, Caring, Gentleness and Sharing. You will feel Trust and Acceptance, you will live in Grace and Gratitude, with Calmness and Serenity. You will feel Unconditional Love at all times.

  When your water energy is out of balance, you will feel sadness, depression and self-pity. You will feel weepy and unhappy and dissatisfied with your life. You will compare yourself with others and will feel cheated by life in some way.

  To regain your balance with your water energy, it is good to do a Water Ceremony for cleansing and balancing. Ask Water to re-connect you to your Grace and Serenity. Open your Heart to water, that you might feel the essence of Nurturing, Love and Gentleness, deep in your Being, and that you may live in Grace and Calm and Peace.

  
  
• AIR : When you are in balance with your Air energy, you will feel Optimistic and Hopeful and Centered. You will be Flexible in your responses to life's challenges, and you will accept the process of change and growth with Joy. You will see change as a blessing, no matter how it may appear in your life, for you will perceive the inner blessings. The element of Air allows for Movement, Shifts, and cultivates Flexibility of Spirit and Trust in the processes of Spiritual Evolution and Growth.

  When the Air element is out of balance, you will feeel anxious, inflexible and "stuck". You will feel threatened by change, and will be argumentative and defensive. There will be a lack of focus and direction in your life. You will not seem to hear others, and they will not hear you. You may experience a sense of chaos and disintegration around you.

  To regain balance with Air, do a Ceremony for the Air elementals. Ask that Air teach you to be flexible and graceful and to bend with the wind like a reed, so that you may gain inner strength and resilience. Ask Air that you may soar like and eagle on the spirals of wind and see the Truth that is your Truth and the Love of All that Is.

  
  
• EARTH : When your Earth energy is in balance, your life will be Structured and Ordered and you will experience physical Abundance and Joy. You will feel Secure and Safe on Earth, and you will trust that what you need will be provided. You will enjoy being in your Body, and you will feel Health and Vitality. You will honor and care for your Physical Body with love and nurturing. You will honor your physical environment, and you will live with Simplicity and Grace and Beauty. Simple things will give you pleasure.

  When your earth energy is not in balance, you will feel lethargic, spacey and dizzy at times. You will fear lack and scarcity, and you may become greedy and selfish. You will be unwilling to receive from others. You will perhaps feel physically weak and tired and ill, and there will be little motivation to care for your physical being and your environment. You will feel a lack of Joy and a lack of fulfilment in your life.

  To regain your Earth balance, do a Ceremony with the Earth elementals and ask to be re-connected to the Earth that is within you. Ask for the aspect of "grounding" in your life, so that you may manifest and create in a grounded way, and that you may enjoy life in a physical body, to the full. Ask to be shown how to live a balanced life that will honor your body and your environment, with Simplicity and Grace.

The Energies for January 2008

The Sun will be in Capricorn, until the 21st of January, when it moves into Aquarius. The New Moon in Capricorn will be on the 8th of January, and the Full Moon in Leo/Aquarius on the 22nd of January. The New Moon in Capricorn, an Earth sign, will be a good time to plant "seeds" of intentions for the next Cycle of Creation and Manifestation. What are your Intentions and what do you wish to Create at this time? The Full Moon in Leo is a Fire Moon, and the energy will be filled with Passion and Sensuality. It will be a good time to go within and connect with your the Passions of your Soul and Heart.

The most important Alignments in 2008 will be the movements of Pluto and Jupiter. Pluto will continue to fuel change and transformation, and Jupiter will bring enlightenment and expansion. In 2008, Jupiter will be in Capricorn, an Earth sign that represents the Male Energy. You can expect the opening out of new energy in the physical transformation of the Planet, as well as an expansion and growth of the Divine Masculine Energy on the Planet. For a change, the focus will be on the Masculine energy and how it expresses itself in the New Earth as a partner for the New Divine Feminine Goddess energy.

Pluto will move from Sagittarius to Capricorn on the 26th of January . On the 2nd of April it will retrograde and on the 14th of June it will return to Sagittarius. This means that you will begin to see the New manifestations, but that you will be given a last opportunity, both individually and as a planet, to resolve and release any issues that are still "left over" from the Old Earth energies and patterns in your lives. Pluto will go direct on the 9th of September and then finally move into Capricorn on the 26th of November, where it will remain, having finished its transit of Sagittarius and the Galactic Center.

Mercury goes retrograde on the 28th of January until the 18th of February, so this is another time when you will be given to reconsider and re-think any issues in your life.

Finally, in January, Venus will be in Sagittarius and Mars in Gemini - the Goddess and God opposing each other in Fire and Air. You can expect that personal relationships and romances will be passionate and volatile, so be careful to hold the balance!

We wish you much Joy and Love as you "unfold" into the New Cycle which you call a New Year. May you Spiral into Brighter and Brighter Light and Love.

© 2007-8 Celia Fenn and Starchild Global

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